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We cant expect kingdom behavior from one not in the Kingdom of God

Q: In a moment of heat my husband (not a believer) blasphemed twice in front of family, with a lot of anger.  He later apologized (which he never does) but it was such a quick “sorry” just to get me to stop bringing it up.  When he gets upset he will word vomit a bunch of cuss words and say in excuse it’s bc he’s upset.  We have been through so much in our 5 years of marriage, things started gong downhill after our first child was born. We are currently separated and were supposed to be doing counseling but it has been 4 months,  and his angry outburst are just so unpredictable. This separation has made me feel like I don’t love him anymore, I’m also not attracted to him at all physically, mentally, nothing.  I have prayed to be able to forgive him, I have prayed for his heart to soften towards us. It’s scary feeling like there is absolutely no more love towards him anymore. It feels like he will never change, things won’t change.  Appreciate your advice an...