bf broke off relationship but she's still clinging
I’m 36, single, never married. I have prayed and cried about this for 2 years. I still can’t move on. When I met the love of my life 3 yrs ago I’d never connected with anyone like I have him. I swore I was gonna marry him. He was in the military and then got orders to move overseas for 3 years. The plan was for me to stay in the US for 1 year and (last year) i'd move to be with him. A week after he got overseas... he ended things with me. He had just purchased a ring for me a month prior. He admitted he just wanted to be single and free. I was devastated. 2 yrs later I still haven’t found anyone. I still cry and miss him. He & I still keep in touch and text on occasion. We went about 8 months no contact. Lately we’ve been texting pretty regularly. I still believe he’s my soul mate. I still believe in my heart that he & I are going to end up together. Why would God put someone so perfect in my life just to take him away? There are days where I really miss ...