False convert husband wants my faith to fail, and the battle is making me weary
Q: Please pray for my marriage. I'm growing weary. When he's happy: sweet, super loving, caring, supportive, overly complimentary, spoils me, calls me the best mom/wide, thanks me for everything i do at home, basically the ideal husband. When he's mad: rude, mean, looks at me like he hates me, calls me names, points out all my issues/flaws, uses things I have shared with him against me including traumas, threatens to leave/divorce, yells at me and doesn't care who hears or if the kids are sleeping, says he doesn't care, says being a mom is not hard work and it's not his fault I don't know how to relax or I don't rest as a sahm. He says I should stick through it because i have 3 kids now and my life will go down hill and no one will want me if i divorce him, i wont find anyone like him. He gaslights me, calls me crazy, does things that bother me to upset me since he's mad, won't sleep in the bed with me, won't listen, won't understand. And...