Struggling, giving up on religion
Q: Honestly, I am this close to giving up on everything. Not life, just this whole Jesus journey. He is not listening to me, and I have tried everything. Life is just constant torment and annoyance, I am SO TIRED of being broke and hating myself and the way I look. Joy is not something that comes easy for me, with all my trauma. Not to mention I am so tired of my brain attacking me all the time. If God was so "perfect" why did he make mental illness, and why are we expected to deal with it when our own BRAINS that he CREATED malfunction? I think I am done with religion. Its good to get rid of religion. By that I mean a belief people/you've made up. It sounds like either someone decieved you with a false gospel or you misunderstood, or never understood Christianity. There is no blessing nor grace in life or eternity without YHWH. The world is Fallen thus full of suffering. God uses all things (whichever comes into your life either directed or allowed) to strengthen your ...